Then I'm telling you here that I have a soft spot for those chinese sad romantic songs, and it's not just a recent fad in me. I simply like the emotions they convey.
There's no need to send me SMSess telling me to brace up or anything, really (thanks, yy). Feeling wussified sometimes does not handicap me, but rather gives me strength to carry on. Remember that I am a person driven by anything negative (including stress/desperation/loneliness/fear/++++). I am not normal.
Don't read too much into them.